Saturday, October 07, 2006

Biting me tounge.

I have about 3 seperate situations going at the moment that are causing me to bite my tounge. I play a game in my head after each and every conversation for these seperate conversations. In my head I get to go off and tell them to go away, that I am done, that they are not worth it. But then I know that if I tell what I really want to it spins off things and is getting things off my chest worth a family rift, or a loss of friendship, etc.? Right now the answer is no it is not worth it, right now I am just biting my toungue and hoping they see that they are hurting me and not being and/or doing what they should. I find myself getting ticked off at little things and remembering things that normally dont bother me or that I dont usually care about. Ugh hopefully it will improve soon, I doubt any of the three will, but it would be nice if it would.

5 comments:

dakotablueeyes said...

Oh girl let em have it might make them sit back and think about stuff. Then later you can say sorry it just built up and I snapped.

BarnGoddess said...
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BarnGoddess said...

I dont think you should just sit back....dont allow others to hurt you. Tell them, you'll feel a lot better. Its not good to carry that kinda stuff around in your head or on your shoulders.

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Anonymous said...

Little things getting on your nerves? Geez, I am running off on you.

Your two good friends have said to let it out.

Blow up at them and then blame it on me. : )