Wednesday, February 27, 2008

Ball dropped

Okay I think I have reached my limit. I am pretty good at juggling a lot. Well not so much today, Brae had a pretty important doctors appointment today one that took us 3 months to get into and I forgot it. Totally just forgot, had it on my weekly scheduler and just dropped it. I know things get forgotten but ugh I can't help just beating myself up over forgetting something this important. Didn't even think of it again until after 5, so will have to call and beg and plead for them not to make us wait 3 more months and try to get him back in. Ugh. So frustrated with myself. I am really feeling it here lately with just too much. Yet I can't quite make myself back off of things either. It is a vicious circle where I am concerned. The juggling is getting too hard something is going to have to give. I am really going to be praying on what things to cut back on and where to simplify.

3 comments:

dakotablueeyes said...

As moms we think we can do it all., butyou know what we can't and that's okay I hope you don't have to wait three months but you definately need to let some things go. You are overworked girl and you just came off of being sick so its understandable the way you feel right now. Take a breather from somethin.

Rofkahr Party of 4 said...

Ok, do I need to speak for you! I told you I would be your voice! I will be praying for you to, to back off of something!!! I'm here to help in anyway!

Jody said...

My prayers are with you and you know I am the same way. There are weeks or months that I just have to be on the go go all the time and get here and there and then it happens I forget something and I feel stressed and wish I could just hibernate till I can just breath again ugh! ((HUGS))) I sure hope you don't have to wait another 3 months.