heavy thoughts

Heavy thoughts today. I attend the funeral of a 52 year old woman. A woman I was once very close with. Someone I greatly loved at one point, however I hadn't spoken to her in 3 years because of strife and differences. Now I had to say goodbye at a funeral and say my apologies for my part in our differences in my prayers. Very hard. It was very unexpected death and she will be missed. I watched her parents who are both in their 80's and my heart broke. It was a hard day, I am glad I went to honor her memory and didn't let past differences keep me from doing that, for if I had I believe I would have had even more regrets.